When will I be satisfied with myself? I wanted to change something and I did. I cut my hair. It was spontaneous and out of the blue. I thought I would like it and it would be good to change something and try to be more satisfied with myself.
Oh how I regret it. Every time I look in the mirror I cringe.
Then I realized that I’m only thinking this because I feel like I need to change my appearance to be happy. But the thing is I need to change my attitude.
I think I’m fat. I need to stop complaining and do something about it. I think I’m ugly and plain. Stop complaining and accept myself for who I am. I shouldn’t care what others think of me. Of they try love me then they’ll accept me ugly or pretty.
I’m going to try to keep a positive mentality. But then again this is just me making big life decisions at 1 a.m